Saturday, September 16, 2006

Many thoughts had been running through my mind. I just don't know how to write and type it down.I think what my frd said is true. I am sometimes immature about certain things. I keep telling my bf to think everything in different aspect,view and angles. Nevertheless, I've failed to do that myself. It's kind of contradicting. These few days, I've been thinking about my relationship. I think for a couple, it's important to compromise.We must not be a selfish lover. I always thought I was the one who suffer so much, yet I only think in my perspective of view. I had failed to put myself in his shoe. I kept complaining, kept grumbling, frustated,etc, till I realised that I need not to feel that way. Things had becoming clearer now. Its strucked me when I asked my bf y somtimes I angry, then I hang up the ph, he will donn't care (those boh chap feeling). He said, he wanted me to cool down and if he angry too, both of us will fight again. I'm thinking, yes, this is true as sometimes when I am angry with him, I always think of myself.Then, I realised tht I was wrong .I've learnt not to be too suspicious too.Though, that doesn't mean I can completely trust him in every single aspect.It's just that, I think being in a relationship, we've gotta trust each other. From what I know, he had never doubt me. I don't know whether I am doing is right or not,I hope I will try to be a more understanding gf and learn to control my temper =)

Allright,next, move on. I am so busy nowadays that I had no time to use computer. I've never knew that Uni life will be so stressful.Exams, Assigments,Hws,etc. Futhermore, this is only the second week. I don't even have enough time to sleep. Mostly, what I do after class I will take a break (lunch) and then move on to study or else do homework. Nevertheless, I am still satisfied with this, as I know my hardwork had paid off .I am quite happy with my result.I hope to mantain this result, well, of course ,it will be better if I can improve my grades =).

Yeap, this is all I have to update. More exams coming up next week T_T. Till then, ciaoz.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

TML TML TML!!!!! My dream day has finally arrived. I am going to be a uni student in hotel management course =) CooL XD! Rather excited though, but nervous still. Awaiting for sumthng exciting to happen. Anwy, tday I wasted 4 hours @ tht Swiss Club to watch Yvonne Fencing. N she only fence @ 2. Leah N I shudn't have come earlier. So boring T_T. We felt so lethargic. Her score was 15-5 ! Congrats Vonne =) Jia you XD. N then, we headed to Plaza Sing to eat n went for window shopping. Tday was Bloody Hot. I wonder wad has become to the world nwadays. Its becoming hot n hotter. T_T . I can have skin cancer if this goes on T_T ! I thnk this may due to global warming? haha! yeah, talk abt geog, I dnt really did well in my sec school though,so just 4get abt it. haha!

So u thnk u can blame me n curse me? Is tht make u feel happier? How chidish n i mmature can u be? I dnt knw man, if u keep thnking this way, the only person who get hurt is U. nt me, nt him, is U . Live still goes on, pls move on for ur own sake. Futhermore, I dont owe my life to u. Pls take care of urselves. =)

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2
hear

but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!



Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the
one

you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.



Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's

her."